Sunday, November 29, 2009 '

A few more hours and i'll turn 21 officially! looking back, when i renewed my passport when i was primary 5 and the year of expiry is 2009. i was thinking i still had a long way to go (ten years from the age of 11). But right now, when i look back time really flies.. and how fast it had been.

Though my birthday was not very well celebrated, i am contented and happy with it. Due to my exams too, i got to somehow sacrificed it.
Firstly, dear surprised me on friday while i was studying for my history paper. he bought me my food that i was craving for, stingray, crayfish (cost almost $30) and xiao bai cai. and the most surprising thing was he came with a bakerinz cake!! Though we wasn't eating in some posh or classy restaurant, it simply melt my heart. ( : on top of that, he bought me a ralph lauren tote bag and also a netbook!! The netbook was for my study purpose which i need it so badly. And it really helps me alot in my study with its lightness i can carry everwhere. dear, thanks so much for the time, efforts and the gifts you had given it to me.. and also dear's sis who bought me a piece of clothe!! ( :

Next, i had lunch with my sisters and grandma and dear on saturday at yumcha. i still remembered at that time when i was in primary school, my grandma promised us she would get each of her grandchildren a necklace when they turn 21 and as long as she is still living in this world. time passed, my grandma is still as healthy and she fulfilled it. way before it was my turn, each of my cousins had received their lovable necklace. and now its my turn. But mine was a special one cause i requested to choose it myself hee. and i brought my grandma to SK jewellery and chose for myself a necklace. the necklace worth $500++ and i love that piece of necklace that was chosen with the help of my sister and dear and of cos my grandma. haha! this is also one of the expensive gift i received. ( :

Its close to an hour before the clock strike 12am.. & i know my fabulous sister are planning something nice for me. so i'll thanks you all in advance yea! ( : & meet ups w glitz on friday!
i am so looking forward. goodnight. & i shall study hard for my last paper on the 1st! [:

Monday, October 12, 2009 '

It's in the middle of the night. i am having so much thoughts in my mind and it just keep flowing through. the more i think, i can feel that eyes are brim with tears.

i am supposed to study for my sociology test. But i totally have no motivation and my brain is almost close to dead. i dont know how badly am i going to fare for my test. haizzzz. for my weekend, i wasted it with exception that i had an wonderful dinner on Saturday. I wanted to study extremely hard for that test of mine. But i just couldn't concentrate especially being enclose in the four walls. and my mind just kept thinking of dear. each time i think of him, i can feel my tears trickling down on my face. I miss him very much : (

this boy of mine is really very sweet indeed. but i felt that he worried too much for me. He told his mum and sister to take care of me when he is in the army especially worried that i would skip my dinner. So on Saturday noon, his mum called and asked me if i want to have dinner at his place. Initially, i felt quite scare and was pondering whether to or not to. i always go to dear's house whenever he is in. But this time, it was different. dear wasn't at home, no one to talk to me as much and i am worried that i would even miss him more if i get into his house esp into his room. In the end, i told his mum i am coming because i know that is dear's wish for me to go to his house for dinner and worried if i were to skip dinner. On contrary, everything turned out unexpected. Dear's mum was really and very nice to me and she even sent me to the mrt station as she was worried for my safety. moreover, staying inside dear's room i can feel his presence HAHA especially all the photos of us were frame up and place on his table.

this entry supposed to be posted earlier as it was save in draft. anyway, its friday today! dear is coming out in conjunction to deepavali ((: i am so excited.....

Friday, October 02, 2009 '

3rd anniversary

On 1st Oct 2009, it was dear and i 3rd anniversary. As usual, i had lesson in school and this time round it ended one hour earlier. dear reached my school carpark and picked me up. guess he had reached there ten minutes earlier probably worrying that i will be waiting for him impatiently and my temper will start to rise. hee.. what a sweet guy. This sweet boy of mine gave me a 0.2++ carat diamond ring from SK Jewellery, the true love series. the ring is worth $439.00 and the most interesting part is, the ring value will not drop or depreciate for the next two years. That means i can trade the ring within 2 years and upgrade it by adding a few more $$ to get a bigger diamond ring!!! hohoho.. and i can even upgrade it with a 1 carat ring. LOL! and sadly, i didnt buy him anything. i am so sorry, im seriously broke. i have not work for a few weeks due to my heavy study workload. i feel so financially constraint. haiz!

But dont worry, there's something more worthwhile as compared to the things i am going to buy (: so dear, just wait and you will get to know. There's always a meaning in the ring which you give it to me and i will remember it deep down in my heart.
Another 5 more days, and i shall probably see you 14 days later. i can forsee these days would be going by very slowly for me. :( hai.. but dont worry, i know its the test of our relationship for the coming 2 years. so dear, work hard in your NS and i shall see a handsome and fit you when you are out. as for me, i will put in double hard work for my school work( if i am motivated enough lol)

I took two tests and it turned out very badly especially for my history test. i can't believe what i had written. the standard of my english was horrible and i hope the teacher kind of get what i mean. The notes were so thick and i couldnt remember much. haizz.. and i am beginning to be more optimistic. i had lowered my expectation which is as long as i am able to pass every single test and module, i am happy enough. With or without an honour isn't my concern anymore, as long as i am graduated with a degree i am really contented..

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 '

stress

time is running out. deep down in my heart, i feared. But nothing comes into my mind. nothing.
:( tomorrow is the deadline for my assignment. But i still can't finish completing it. it's an essay using sociological terms. Its been three years since i wrote an essay. the last time i wrote an essay was during my secondary school years. and the worst part is, i had never attempt an argument essays before. every words that i write i feel like i am using at least ten to twenty minutes to translate my ideas. every time i sat in the lecture hall, i feel like breaking down. i totally got no idea what the lecturer is talking about and i kept asking myself "why am i studying all this?" haizzz. i dont know the answer to the question too. But since i had make the decision, i kept telling myself i must persevere. at least complete a degree. yes.. and that make me kept going..

im super stressed out now at the very last minute. :( alright, i shall continue with my essays.
and i hope wisdom will flow into my brain..

Tuesday, September 01, 2009 '

Schoooollll

This is the 4th week of school and how fast it is. Another 2 more weeks i will get an one week recess break! how nice right. But sadly, the week is for me to prepare for my mid term test. : ( lecture notes and readings are really tough to keep up with. Readings are like never ending and the more i read, the more i am a step closer to the dreamland. Thus, the easiest way to end this is NOT TO READ! BUT my mind will be full of guilty-ness. i still remembered when i was working during the vacation i kept telling myself how nice it is to be in school studying rather than working. When i am finally in the shoe, i just feel like going back to work and wait for the clock to strike 6pm and the day will officially end. looking back, i told myself i should cherish my school days and study hard cos once i graduate i will have to work for a life time. hopefully, i can be MOTIVATED!! i need motivation and wisdom right now.

I've been out during my weekends. everyday. friday, i met up with my poly classmates for sakae buffet @ tangjong pagar. All the guys are in the army and they look so muscular now. & of cos my teacher-friend, siewhwee, listening to her story of her students made me lol! and then saturday, for angel's 21st @ paragon fish and co. and we caught a movie, the house in the left. LOL! HAHA. i dont really get the meaning of the show and i was covering my hands over my eyes for most of the time. & this time round, darling joined me. (:

talking about him, i am really super grateful to him. ( : who's been fetching me to and fro from school. at times, he still woke up early and fetch me. and how nice right, at least i don't have squeeze with people in the bus and train. i can sit comfortably in the car and the air-con blowing directly @ me. whooooo. i am going to be a pampered girl soon.. but sadly, that boy of mine is getting enlisted soon. i shall spend more time with him before he go in. alright, i shall go off alrd. tomorrow i must wake up early for school. arggggh!

Wednesday, August 05, 2009 '

time passes how fast

School's starting soon! ever since my attachment started, i had been working for about ten months continously even after i graduated.
& i had missed my faculty orientation. The whole process were so different from polytechnic that i assumed everything were the same. :( but lucky for me,i went for my orientation talk and got to know a few friends and i felt really lucky. The whole bidding process was a tiring one with the fear that you can't get the modules you wanted. but luckily, everything turns out fine. one thing that i must constantly do is to READ everyday (which i have been dragging to do so).how i just hope someone can motivates me!!! when school starts, i will be writing essays everyday and no more calculations for me anymore :(

As for my soon to be 3 years r/s, its still getting on strong and fine. & hopes everything will go smoothly. i misses lots of gossips w my poly friends & my colleagues... :( time passes how fast..

Saturday, May 16, 2009 '

Graduation Day and Photos

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